Every single dawn through dusk makes for a colossal challenge - one or two steps forward, a stumble, a fall, then an attempt to catch up. Battling against a strong current of negative emotion, trying to remember what positivity feels like, and you take another leap ahead. Moments of laughter temporarily shadow disaster, until fifty steps back to despair and heartbreak. The wound remains fresh, unhealed and gaping, in the face of life going on, as seemingly cruelly unaltered a